Back in 2018, I read and adored Francesca Zappia's Eliza and Her Monsters. It was the book that gave me the idea of learning to draw, and even creating or beginning some sort of writing project that included artwork. So strange and funny that nine years later, my own project is finally seeing the light of day, and at the same time, Zappia comes out with a stand alone companion novel, Evie and Her Nightmares. This time, the focus is on a different character, as well as a different fictional world.
The Situation: For Evie Leigh, being in a world without Alissa is nearly unthinkable. And the idea that Alyssa killed herself is the hardest thing of all to come to terms with. Alissa had everything. Everyone liked her. She got along with everyone. And she was Evie's best friend. It is hard for Evie not to wonder about the signs she missed, or what she could have done to convince Alissa to stay. When Evie is given the book series that Alissa was obsessed with, Children of Hypnos, she decides to give them another try - along with the online game - despite not being able to relate to them before. The books quickly become a tether to Alissa, and a way to escape.
The Problem: As a teen with AuDHD, Evie already has difficulty navigating some social situations, an area in which Alissa excelled. But there is a funeral and memorials to attend, and high school to deal with, along with other students, many of whom are also not the best with processing Alissa's death. In the Children of Hypnos online game, Evie does not have to deal with any of that. Her competitive nature serves her well, and the drive to connect more with something Alissa loved leads her to become a top player. But ignoring reality only works for so long, and Evie will have to face her grief eventually.
Genre, Themes, History: This is a young adult fiction book set in modern day, and focusing on high school junior Evie Leigh. After her best friend commits suicide, Evie is gifted a set of Alissa's favorite book series, and immediately becomes lost in the same world that her friend was obsessed with. At the beginning of the book, Zappia does include a note of warning that the story deals with suicide and suicidal ideation, depression, self-harm, and even eating disorders. Many of the main characters are experiencing grief in one form or another, and it is not only Alissa's death that is discussed. Characters and stories from Eliza and Her Monsters are mentioned, and much like that book, this one also includes the occasional illustration.
My Verdict: Of course I was excited for a new book by Zappia, and one that was a companion novel to the previous book that influenced me so much. Evie's story and journey is incredibly emotional, and heartbreaking, as well as relatable. She has lost someone close to her, and all of the questions about what she could have done better, why did it happen, why are other people pretending they knew Alissa, why are they pretending they care...for many readers, these questions may hit a little too close to home. As Evie moves through her grief, Zappia confronts many issues openly and honestly, as much of what she is dealing with is not easy. I recommend the book, but I echo Zappia's warning to take care of yourself while reading.
Favorite Moment: My actual favorite moment is very spoilery, so I will simply say that I did appreciate Evie's love of running track and competing.
Favorite Character: Evie's track teammate Haley seems genuinely supportive of Evie and cares about her.
Recommended Reading: As mentioned, this is a stand alone novel, but its companion, Eliza and Her Monsters, also looks at a life spent mostly online.
No comments:
Post a Comment